The passing of my Aunt has hit me a lot harder emotionally then I was expected given that I had not talked nor seen her in a few years. I wish now we had been closer and talked more. There is a lot of stuff I would like to have asked her. This has made me realize that even though my family has been through&some tough time we should stay in contact. I can't bring everyone together but I can do my best to make sure we still talk to each other in some way.
The passing of a loved one is never easy and dealing with the grief is never easy to deal with. I am usually the one who stays strong in this time and usually the shoulder that others lean on. However I am finding that thats not the case this time. I don't know what to do with my emotions...I feel like crying, screaming, and lashing out in anger.
My Aunt Karyn had it right that we need an " Easy Button " during times such as these.
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